realilizing who my true freinds are
16 years ago
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well guys i am about to maybe get a little emo on ur ass lol. lately i have come to realize who my true friends are. the people who act like they like you or even love u and then turn around and talk shit or do things behind ur back. after this summer going back to see my ex and a few of my so called friends has really made me realize who really cares and who is just trying to use me to get something out of me or take something away. those types of "friends" are really starting to show there true colors. like for example my ex girlfriend turns out she never really cared about me and shit. went to go talk to her the other day and she said that she didn't want to speak to me anymore because i have nothing to offer her and i never did. what the fuck? i really cared about her as a friend even after our relationship ended badly last year. so apparently all the things she said and the time we spent together was just a big show and that she never really cared about me. also turns out she told most of the girls that she knows that i am a "freak" (aka a furry lol). this got around to some of my car friends who now think i am weird and one of them even said that i must be gay if i am a furry. ahhhhhh this has got me so stressed out but fuck them if they don't like me for who i am fuck-em. because i have other great friends that care about me and will always have me back and be there for me. like my bro twiz, bro u mean alot to me and i will always be here for u no matter what. u are a true friend and my wolf brother lol.
well i am done ranting, just been having a tough week and needed to get some stuff out on my mind lol.
well i am done ranting, just been having a tough week and needed to get some stuff out on my mind lol.
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AIM and YIM are both addictedtrekkie
The rest have either forgotten about me or whatever.
High school sucks, don't fret too much over it.
*hugs*
Thats about my summary of this... I've gone through this, it sucks. People seem to be so closed minded to the lives, needs and desires of others. They think that if they're happy, everyone else who matters will be as well. Sadly it doesnt work this way and many honest people get burned in the process.
The only hope I have for people like that is that they realize what they're doing before they burn someone they can't live without.
Keep in mind its possible that she may have convinced herself that she never liked you after she decided she wanted nothing to do with you.