It sucks to have insecurities , it really does and it’s been happening all these years....I just didn’t realize what it was until now. It has caused so many unnecessary problems in my life. It has and have almost cost me friendships, questioning my trust with certain people including my close friends, even my own art and to almost give up on things that I love. It makes me into an unnecessary pessismist at times and i hate it. I tend to isolate myself because of these occurences and thinking the worst case scenario.

Events and incidences dating to as far as my youth to the more recent years have plagued my mind and they fuel those doubtful feelings of others. No matter how hard I try to forget those events, they still stick to me....like reoccurring nightmares. Certain things can trigger these insecurities and make me question people -whether they are truthful or simply lying to me. I don’t know what or who believe. It really gets a hold of me bad.

Now that I know what my problem is, now I need to tackle it.....I say... no more!
I just wish I could have a better handle on it before it gets worst.
Not sure if anyone here suffers a similar fate or has managed to conquer their insecurities but if you have an anything that you can suggest or give helpful tips, it would be greatly appreciated please! I just want to overcome this for good before it gets out of hand.

Thank you for listening everyone