To be perfectly honest? I had actually silently killed it for awhile before I ever got around to doing something with it... I just couldn't figure out what I really wanted to do with it and I've been very depressed the past few months to even do anything. It just was something I started, then couldn't commit to because I didn't feel right about it.

And I also am gonna have to come clean here on another thing... I have pretty much lost a lot of my drive to do tickling pics or any furry pics. And that's part of my radio silence and the silent killing of my patreon before even doing anything. I know my latest pics have given the impression that I'm doing better, but I'm really not. And it's not getting any better... in fact it might be getting worse. I've been out of a job for two months and none of my current applications seem to be going anywhere and it's not been doing my confidence and mental state any favors.

Sorry for this sudden and rather depressing journal, but I couldn't figure out any other way to really talk about this otherwise. It wasn't something I wanted to proudly announce, after all.