So, this was kinda the worst FWA I ever had but it was also the best. I say this completely independently of the con itself though. Cuz, you know I got ties to Atlanta. The con itself is (as always) awesome and I love the people who work so hard, also because I'm also friends with them. :3

I also want to shout out and give my love to my friends like Cinna (who I don't seem to have on my watch list and need to fix that), who did such a great job with a few chats so I could be connected with ya'll <3

Pretty much, the reason the con might be the worst is one big thing: I got sick mid con. It wasn't with anything like the flu or con crud, or godforbid measles, it was just because on Thursday and Friday, I overexerted myself at FWA, both from stressors like having an anxiety attack and just pure giddyness of FWA. Cuz of that *Fart noise*

Anyway, so Saturday I was completely asleep, just that fact alone saddens me. But now, it is what it is. And sunday, I was just kinda disheartened by the fact I didn't have the chance to really hang out.

But the reason I still say it is the Best one is because even though I was only with a few of my friends for a very short time, I was still with people I care about and hopefully, those I wasn't able to hang with long or at all will know that it was not their fault and I wasn't avoiding them. I just had an issue, but they happen.

Hey, if you were at FWA, wanted to hang out and didn't know I was there, but plan to go next year, fuck let's something up now.

Anyway, the long and short of it is that despite not attending it for long, I did enjoy FWA. I got some cool stuff, some cool art, and had a fun time. Sure I wish I could do the panels I could have done, hung out with some of my friends who were in artist alley for most of the time or just hang out with the people I failed to hang out with at all, but life is what it is.

Since now FWA is a year away and I do not have any other cons planned, I will spend this year to just sell some art. If you all want art, you are in for the mother load and feel to request some. I won't do every request, but I just like having drawing ideas. I hope to do something with them. (hell, we just have fun talking about the weird stuff) ~<3

And finally, some great news on my anxiety: The last few weeks, especially FWA, were very eye opening. I kinda stopped that whole toxic mindset of seeing other people as gods. I feel that the only thing that gets in the way of me enjoying myself is me sometimes. I know the why and what it does, and I also know what to do to fix the issue, but still behave like the nut I usually am.

Long story short: I really do feel back, and it feels great to be back. Sure, it was my folks, specifically my dad, that is the reason I have had such trouble expressing myself, I am okay with that, forgivien him and moved on. I had an unusual FWA this year, but even then I still enjoyed it, and cannot wait till next year. And finally, gonna be drawing. Just maaaaaan uploading them is long.

Love ya'll~