Things have been rough this past year and... it all came crashing down and something set fire to the powder keg that's been my life since I saw my hometown go up in smoke.

After three years of self control... I had a break down and tried to give up again. My partner managed to get to me before any long term damage could be done, but now I'm solidly in the guilt portion of depression from feeling like I failed because I tried again when I had gone so long without an episode.

To those that have had to wait a while... I'm sorry. I've failed you all as well as myself and I'm trying to get back up again so I can finish the work I've started, or offer refunds if the delay was too much.