Once again it is time for me to thank you all so much for your unbelievable support over the years! I have cried, I have laughed, times have been hard, but the support and love I get from my followers has been so immense I will be forever grateful.

You've watched me go from being a fucking shit human artist on DA who thought he was hot shit to whatever I am now. I have so many things to love, so many interests and my ideas are flowing again. You've seen me go and grow through about a dozen friendships, the periods of my art with the most activity.

When I draw for others, I draw with the most love. I haven't felt as thought I've had anyone to draw for since my last friendship had to step away 8 months ago. When I fall in love, I go hard. And when it's gone, I struggle with going back to the way things were. Others do not. I project myself onto my friends far too much.

Things have not been easy for me. I've recently begun exploring my own emotions, something I have not been open to since 2012. I've allowed myself to cry and to mourn for the first time since. I've dealt with the return and disappearance of my art mojo several times since.

I'm not sure where to go from here, or how to continue, but I will try again. I ask for your continued support and your compassion in the coming months. I need it desperately and I'm no longer ashamed to ask for help.

Thank you everyone, for being a part of my journey. Love you all incredibly.