*sits on the ledge of the porch, howls out loud into the sky, tears bursting out from his eyes hold shut.*

I miss those days....they were the best. I believed she was the one and only one for me. She even told me the things she would do....just for me.
But she never did, That side was only the part I put in her.
I can never go back, no matter how much I want to....I just can't, it was never meant to be....
I cut it off because I couldn't bare seeing her cry and be lonely when I wasn't really there...
I got tired of seeing that part of her selfish ideals get in the way, she never fixed any of my wounds, she never tried to be reasonable. She only did what she wanted...
I maybe in her heart , but who else is in there
I may have been one of the few to be closest, but to only get hurt more
I trusted and loved her everyday until I couldn't take it anymore
It's a lie! It was never meant to be, and she wasn't strong enough, that I gave all my strength just to keep her feeling good.
IT WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH TO MAKE IT GO ANY FARTHER!
Yes there was another way......it could have been fixed.....yet I had a better chance to live if I just burnt the bridge...
I'm sorry Katrryna....I'm sorry Olivia....I miss and love you deeply so much....but it was never meant to be.
Deep down inside.....it's in both of us. And it won't just go away.

That's why I had to bury it.....that's why I pushed it all away and take that feeling from her. She was gonna crack sooner or later....but she was always too late to fix it or just do what she always did.
Now she's gonna have to pay for what she lost, and maybe more....
I'm starting to get a stomach ache again....I'm out...and I quit
Keep your wishy washy mind to yourself. anymore. Can't blame ya.....At least I know I was right about it all. Now look at her, the top of the town, her face everywhere on DA and FA, wolves and furries trying to take a bite at the lovely Raiha. hehe...
While Crazy old Dalon (aka Batenan) just sits and does what ever comes to mind trying to be himself.
Ain't it funny....and I knew how to fix it, but why should I? I rather do what the world wanted me to...I should have done the logical and cold hearted thing a long...long time ago. I guess I'm doing it now.....So I just have to bury this feeling in more.
Tata