So.... my life is now in shambles.......or feels like it... 1 and a half years ago i reached out to a surgeons office for the big one....gave them all my info and what not... told they had a1 wait for consultation, but then because i had Insurance company X (not using real names here) i could try their alternate office in Texas of all places....got a consultation in a week.... they had all the same paperwork the main did....(REMEMBER THIS FACT) got a consultation... spoke about my fears worries and what would actually happen and questions blah blah blah.....set up another contact in Jan 2019, ... ffw to a few months later as i was looking up hair removal options for the big one.....partner loses work.. no longer financially viable to get it... so it skipped my mind... hence the contact in January where i could get time to do so...........January comes and goes.... I contact in February... set a date for august for the big one... get told you'll get an email in a few days.... days.. weeks.. .months go by as my mind was elsewhere in the Overtime and my job......I check in march to be sure they had all 3 letters... was told yes..ok.. all is well.....Email comes in in May... oh.. "you shoulda had this done 6-9 months in advance...."....looks at the calendar.. looks at when i got the email.... THREE MONTHS TILL THE DATE..............ok.. rush time... can i get it does in a mostly timely fashion... possibly... major oh shit.... nother email comes in in the beginning of june... DEADLINE... june 7th... "oh we're missing a letter and you were denied by your insurance because of this.... can you get it?"... they said they had all of it.... find out they only had a rejected duplicate.. that they submitted.. great.. ok ... i get the missing letter to them.. nother email 3 days laters DEADLINE... june 10th "we are not in the network for Insurance Company X and have never been in network for them,we need you do do this" ..... HOLD THE FUCKING PHONE.........you have had my insurance information since AT LEAST December 2017 remember how I said becasue i have Insurance company X I can use the other facility?... why am I finding this out now.......they couldnt give me an explanation nor did their administration line help at all....I did what they wanted.... Its now June 13th... I havent heard a fucking word.. not a cancellation.. not a re schedule option... NOTHING I have been put more stress than in the last month... than i have been in 3 years....I'm sick to my stomach every day.... i can barely eat... if i eat.. i stress eat...I'm losing sleep.... My work production and quality are suffering... and I've missed work.. and Gone home because i'm having near constant Anxiety attacks............I just feel like i should give up... I'm meant to be stuck as an incomplete woman....there is no way i can afford this without insurance covering a good chunk of it.... I.... I just wanna die... and end this pain and torment....