I know I’ve never been owned nor do I fully understand what it’s like to have unconditional love as I’ve never had it before, but I’m still looking for my owner and I know I’ll find her one day. I live in a very toxic family of people who have never accepted me and I’ve grown used to the hate and abuse, I’m told often I shouldn’t be used to this feeling, this loneliness. I don’t have a real reason of staying here yet I’m kept financially prisoned so I can’t leave by my family. I’m able to have a small apartment but gps tracking in my car, and phone so my family can keep an eye on me. I’m able to get a job, but again my family calls my workplace to let them know that I’m a freak and lgbt which results in me either not getting the job, lack of pay or employees hurting me with words. I want to leave.. I want to find my forever home.

Anyways going to get back on topic, I am going to try to be more active so maybe hopefully I find my owner someday. I hope she loves rubber and latex as much as I do. I hope she loves having a petgirl who will always love her. And I hope she loves me for who I am.

I don’t even know where to start looking so I just made this as my starting point. When you’ve hit rock bottom the only way you can go is up, so now I am going to start climbing up towards a better life.