Hey everyone it has been some time since I did a journal and such so here we go. Some noticed that I have not been getting art for myself and here is why, I been helping people with bills and such in real life and no lie I miss getting art and sometimes buying gift art for some lucky people. I've also been dealing with a times bouts of depression and stress which is not fun for me, I know I call myself the cupcake fennec with a heart of gold and i still have it just been feeling drained at times cuz I try to do what I can to make my friends and family happy and not too stressed but yet well I been usually putting myself last on things. I also try to do things to make my watchers happy whether it is helping be a listening ear or show updates to my character or any avatars I slap together in Second Life, I wanted to apologize if I at times let yinz down but I am just one person and I can only do so much before I possibly wear myself out emotionally and mentally but I truly do appreciate any kind of love and support I get from my watchers and friends who are close to me. Anyway now to wrap up this journal and I will try and do what I can to make things better.