36 years. I think from now on I can consider myself in the second half of my time on this rock soaring through space around a big ass fireball.

I'm feeling old and unaccomplished. What the fuck have I been doing with my life so far? I look back and it's mostly failures, lot of shit I could have done better, and even if I have learn some from all those mistakes, I still feel like I've gotten nowhere yet with it.

The present is not phenomenal either. Lot of shit going on that I'd rather not talk publicly. At least I got to sit down and talk with both my parents a few days ago, which I've not talked with for years now because of shitty events.

Dunno. I'm not super depressed or anything. But yeah, things could be a little better, I swear I've tried. That being said, I do acknowledge and value that even if I'm not popular still many of you appreciate my drawings, that's one of the few really positive things going on for me right now along with the handful of people who care about me at the personal level, love ya weirdos.

Anyways. I'm grampa Leo now for all you furry kiddos. Get the fuck off my lawn 😡... unless you brought me ice cream 🤔