...I Feeling Lost...
6 years ago
Hello everyone.
I'm feeling lost... I'm feeling like I don't know who I am and it's been that way for a very long time, not knowing who I am, not knowing what I'm doing in life, not knowing what my purpose is...every time I post one of my artworks online for you guys to see I always feel like that the majority of the artwork that I posted it's not me (if that makes sense) like I'm not saying I don't take pride at what I do I love the art that I do I LOVE to share it with everyone I don't even care if it doesn't get a lot of audience or view or likes that's not what I'm here for...I'm here because I want to be creative and I love the passion that goes into the creation that I do.
I just wish that I knew who I was and what I'm doing and what do I do that represent who I am, because every time i look at other people i can see who they are and see what they do in their life that represents who they are, it doesn't matter if there an artist/musician/gamer/director/ Etc.
I just want to figure out who am I what kind of artwork that I'm going to be doing in the future that defines who I am, well I'll be a fetish artist, well I'll be a simple normal porn artist, well I be a mix of the two that what i do right now, or will I be something more than what I am capable of being....whoever I'm supposed to be in the future I hope that allows me to be more creative and be satisfied with myself.
well that's all I got to say sorry if this seems to be boring to you guys, but I just want to be honest with you,because if it wasn't for you guys or anyone on here I don't know what I would be doing, I just want to say that I love you all and I really appreciate the love and support that you are willing to give this loser.
Thank You So Mush ^^
~Nathan
I'm feeling lost... I'm feeling like I don't know who I am and it's been that way for a very long time, not knowing who I am, not knowing what I'm doing in life, not knowing what my purpose is...every time I post one of my artworks online for you guys to see I always feel like that the majority of the artwork that I posted it's not me (if that makes sense) like I'm not saying I don't take pride at what I do I love the art that I do I LOVE to share it with everyone I don't even care if it doesn't get a lot of audience or view or likes that's not what I'm here for...I'm here because I want to be creative and I love the passion that goes into the creation that I do.
I just wish that I knew who I was and what I'm doing and what do I do that represent who I am, because every time i look at other people i can see who they are and see what they do in their life that represents who they are, it doesn't matter if there an artist/musician/gamer/director/ Etc.
I just want to figure out who am I what kind of artwork that I'm going to be doing in the future that defines who I am, well I'll be a fetish artist, well I'll be a simple normal porn artist, well I be a mix of the two that what i do right now, or will I be something more than what I am capable of being....whoever I'm supposed to be in the future I hope that allows me to be more creative and be satisfied with myself.
well that's all I got to say sorry if this seems to be boring to you guys, but I just want to be honest with you,because if it wasn't for you guys or anyone on here I don't know what I would be doing, I just want to say that I love you all and I really appreciate the love and support that you are willing to give this loser.
Thank You So Mush ^^
~Nathan
even if it's a different topic you know it still helps so you're good.
people change and so their perspective and their opinion and their ideology on the world also changes and change is never easy sometimes it can be small sometimes it can be long-term and sometimes it can be big and spectacular.
I've always felt finding something small to do to take up your time can in the long-term be something that I can give you a sense of direction. Like me finding a new manga to read can definitely take a bit in my time now and
listen I'm going to be trying to hit you up on this score for a few days now try to get in touch with you.
then. Listen I have you in discord and I have message you