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6 years ago
Hey kids I did it
stress induced screaming.mp3
I have one commission left for here
Two for a dnd group
Two for a friend.
If I can knock out the first one and one of the second two I'll be good and fine to work on stuff again
Can I get that done in less than a week? Yeah of course. Will my executive dysfunction let me? who knows!
Maybe a hard deadline will finally get me moving in panicked distress!!
8')
ANYWAY I'm gonna be on team Dream.
https://artfight.net/~AllegroSky
I'm (maybe) ready for another month of fervent non stop drawing
Wish my wrist luck and also hit me up if you're on Nightmare, I'll decimate you.
I have one commission left for here
Two for a dnd group
Two for a friend.
If I can knock out the first one and one of the second two I'll be good and fine to work on stuff again
Can I get that done in less than a week? Yeah of course. Will my executive dysfunction let me? who knows!
Maybe a hard deadline will finally get me moving in panicked distress!!
8')
ANYWAY I'm gonna be on team Dream.
https://artfight.net/~AllegroSky
I'm (maybe) ready for another month of fervent non stop drawing
Wish my wrist luck and also hit me up if you're on Nightmare, I'll decimate you.
Non stop drawing is what you need
IF YOU STREAM
I will need the info!
It's just hard because I have things I NEED to finish that I owe, so I feel guilty drawing things for fun?
It's like, I feel bad if I do something for fun even if it gets my mood up,
but also my brain is doing it's absolute best to stop me from doing what I have to do
So it's kinda just lose-lose situation and I know I need to and CAN break out of it, it's just going to be really hard.
There being a very real deadline to get my shit together is helping though?
Anyway,
It's been hard for me to work up motivation to stream, but I have started recording my processes.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCy.....ED_yZTs4yryDzA
I'm posting speed paints over on this youtube.
Still figuring things out so the next ones will be shorter (not three parts), I'll set the speed up a little more.
Sometimes it feels like class
But thats like eternal
With the project I had
I felt bad because sometimes I was not working on it
BUT if I had to
I would be working on it all daaay
It was a piece of stress that would never leave me
BUT
if something gets you in a better mood
YOU SHOULD DO
then you can come back better and finish other stuff too!
OHH is your channel?
TIME TO SUB!
or I feel bad after because I had the energy to draw something, but not what I needed to be drawing.
Buuut that's cleared up for the next little bit so I can just enjoy artfight
and yee,
I probably wont upload videos during artfight just because I have to edit the video then have it process
but I'll try to remember to record all the stuff I do so I can upload the speedpaints after
I already do have one other video recorded, but I'll be editing that sometime later to upload.