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Jobless and vent...
6 years ago
Hello guys! Hope you all have been doing well ^^
Some things have happened with me this last week, which caused me to feel a little down to be honest.
So... first thing, I'm jobless now... but that’s because of my own decision...
dealing with so much things on my head (job/comms/studies/personal problems) was making me feel sad/stressed/loniliness too often
Despite me learning a lot of experience with my new job, and generally, working in the area of which I am studying (civil engineering), I was thinking it wasn’t worth for me at all. The payment wasn’t good and the stress/demand were too high...
However what made my decision about leaving the workplace being kinda painful for me was because by quitting the job, it made me feel as if I was leaving behind a group of friends. As if I didn’t want to hang out with them anymore…
The only good things about my job were my friends and work environment. It was fun, we laughed a lot, got stressed together had to -suffer- together through the days. But, now I feel that even if we kept in touch, it wouldn’t be the same thing anymore since I’ve left the company.
So yeah... the last few days were dealing with some hard feelings. I was feeling very down, and didn’t feel like drawing or doing other things in general… to which I want to apologize to my commissioners for making you wait for so long...
But! Now I'm feeling better and little by little getting back to do the things that I love doing most with no other thoughts concerning me~ ^^
Anyways, now things will be a little rough for me jobless, but now I'll can focus more on my studies and my drawings/commissions, something that is very pleasant for me. And of course I also would like to thank you all guys. Your love and support helps me deal with the stress and always makes me happier. Really! I’m very grateful for each and every favorite, comment and general love that I get from you all~ <3
So, What are my plans now: finish all my delayed comms and hopefully open more slots and draw more as soon as possible~
Either way, stay aware~ massive paws are coming~ ;3 RAWR!
Some things have happened with me this last week, which caused me to feel a little down to be honest.
So... first thing, I'm jobless now... but that’s because of my own decision...
dealing with so much things on my head (job/comms/studies/personal problems) was making me feel sad/stressed/loniliness too often
Despite me learning a lot of experience with my new job, and generally, working in the area of which I am studying (civil engineering), I was thinking it wasn’t worth for me at all. The payment wasn’t good and the stress/demand were too high...
However what made my decision about leaving the workplace being kinda painful for me was because by quitting the job, it made me feel as if I was leaving behind a group of friends. As if I didn’t want to hang out with them anymore…
The only good things about my job were my friends and work environment. It was fun, we laughed a lot, got stressed together had to -suffer- together through the days. But, now I feel that even if we kept in touch, it wouldn’t be the same thing anymore since I’ve left the company.
So yeah... the last few days were dealing with some hard feelings. I was feeling very down, and didn’t feel like drawing or doing other things in general… to which I want to apologize to my commissioners for making you wait for so long...
But! Now I'm feeling better and little by little getting back to do the things that I love doing most with no other thoughts concerning me~ ^^
Anyways, now things will be a little rough for me jobless, but now I'll can focus more on my studies and my drawings/commissions, something that is very pleasant for me. And of course I also would like to thank you all guys. Your love and support helps me deal with the stress and always makes me happier. Really! I’m very grateful for each and every favorite, comment and general love that I get from you all~ <3
So, What are my plans now: finish all my delayed comms and hopefully open more slots and draw more as soon as possible~
Either way, stay aware~ massive paws are coming~ ;3 RAWR!
....Maws are better.
Thanks