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shrieking fox | Registered: Oct 16, 2015 02:39

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So glad 4th of July is over

6 years ago

heh its hard to update my journal here cause ive been in so much pain recently all i wanna do is bitch. TLDR got closer to killing myself during that last bill period than i have in a very long time, smh prided myself on being able to fight down the dark voices but my control is slipping... so now my family is on high alert (lol im not sure if im entertained or annoyed they've been calling me more than usual...), putting their head together to bring me back to texas someho- goddDAMNIT IS IT THE 6TH SAVE THE YOUR LEFTOVER FIREWORKS FOR NEXT YEAR OR SOMETHING. I'm going to go kick the shit out of my neighbor I s2fg.

...anyways yeah SO I'm ...struggling... to live by myself with my illness not getting any better so moving back to texas will be annoying af but also helpful cause I'll have my sister and mom to aid me. I cant seem to find medical care info online, thanks texas, but my sister said she gets her healthcare outside of work and its affordable so shes going to help get me going in the right direction so hopefully my lapse in medical care wont be too long. I really need to be going back to a rheumatologist regularly again and i dont see my new one here till AUGUST! WTF INSURANCE???

and another firework, if i lose another night of sleep to them I will be hurting someone, this is ridiculous. People are so damn rude.

well even if i had a shitty 4th I hope all yall had fun with the fireworks and bbq!... mmmmm.... bbq............ mmmMMMMMMMM

10 Comments

The Cozi Cryptid ~jeanquinn

the moth cryptid

6 years ago

Hey I live in Texas. Idk what city you would be moving to (if at all) but if it's in or around San Antonio, I'm out here and I struggle with depression myself. So if you ever need to talk or vent, just wanna put it out there, I'm available for it. My mom is my support system as well so I totally get it.

My 4th was kinda boring, but mannnn bbq turkey legs are the shit

Luciellia ~luciellia

shrieking fox

6 years ago

I'll be headed to north DFW area, thats where the bulk of my family is rooted. so ill have my grandaddy mom and sister around to support me and help me stay strong, ngl while my mom and especially my stepdad will give me a perma headache, i am kinda excited to see my step nieces/nephews more often. they are all of the age where they are obsessed with animals and dinos and a few are artsy so spending time with them has always been fun.. heh im not very travel fit (im not even sure how we're going to get me down there) but if you are ever in dfw we should definitely meet over a meal!!

oh. my god. that sounds AMAZING im not drooling youre drooling hnnnn

The Cozi Cryptid ~jeanquinn

the moth cryptid

6 years ago

I really hope it all works out the best for you <3
And for sure I'll def hit you up for a meal if I'm in the area! Gotta get them turkey legs since I just put it in your head haha
I'll keep my eye open for your updates and next time I'm out in dfw I'll let you know :D

I know it's tough, but def try to stay strong <3

Luciellia ~luciellia

shrieking fox

6 years ago

*nods* I will... thank you.

DrakeFellwing ~drakefellwing

Writer

6 years ago

-hugs- If you need someone to room with hit me up. Not rich but I can at least offer some space xD

Luciellia ~luciellia

shrieking fox

6 years ago

you are really sweet. I'll be staying with my mom from what it sounds like. its going to be temporary till i get up on my feet (if i can), or when I move again to be with Wielderwolf. its going to be a year or so before she is ready to move so having a stable place to save some money will be good for my ability to contribute to the move!! Ill be safe there. and a lot more stable than i have been in years.