An Update...
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██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Well they're comming along nicely, I never knew how much better my ability to draw gets when I draw pissed off. (Will explain momentarily)
I started on the sketch for a good friend
recca_sen_li
Which he is part of the list of gift art I'm doing, originally when I started this one I was getting agitated cause I couldn't get the pose right at all. In essence it's actually the first piece on bondage I've even attempted, and thus far I'm quite satisfied with how it's turning out.
Originally it wasn't even gonna be a bondage piece, it actually was supposed to be or at least was gonna be titled "Self Crusifiction", so now you can picture the pose, but as I got further into detail I decided to replace the nails in paws with chained cuffs on the wrists.
At any rate the reason I was, and still am pissed for the most part is just a bad week over all. Starting with finding out my boss forgot to put me on the schedual this week, an after giving a sound bitching he told me to come in get some hours in here and there, but naturally I was iritated cause of the snafu.
Plus dealing with idiotic customer after another kept building up even more stress, and then repeatedly burning my hands on the grill (from the splattering greese), getting my work pants covered in trash as well. Only to come home to find out my dog escaped yet again, and spending hours on end scouring the neighborhood for her.
You see normally when I go to bed she naturally climbs in and snuggles me after I've gotten comfortable. I've gotten used to that feeling so even the lack of her presence kept me up all night freaking out.
And then to cap the whole thing off an old friend that I hadn't seen in 8 years contacts me out of the blue, and says. "I've got a certain little guy I want you to meet." I won't go into detail as to why it worries me, but for those that do kow me 8 years is also synonimous with something I hadn't done in that legnth of time...
Right now I feel I just needed to give you guys a heads up and get the latter part off my chest, at the moment I'm just not in a talking mood, I've yet to even say a word to my parents or family because of the mood I'm in, it was hard to even get the motivation to even type this out, and I still don't feel any different.
I started on the sketch for a good friend
recca_sen_liWhich he is part of the list of gift art I'm doing, originally when I started this one I was getting agitated cause I couldn't get the pose right at all. In essence it's actually the first piece on bondage I've even attempted, and thus far I'm quite satisfied with how it's turning out.
Originally it wasn't even gonna be a bondage piece, it actually was supposed to be or at least was gonna be titled "Self Crusifiction", so now you can picture the pose, but as I got further into detail I decided to replace the nails in paws with chained cuffs on the wrists.
At any rate the reason I was, and still am pissed for the most part is just a bad week over all. Starting with finding out my boss forgot to put me on the schedual this week, an after giving a sound bitching he told me to come in get some hours in here and there, but naturally I was iritated cause of the snafu.
Plus dealing with idiotic customer after another kept building up even more stress, and then repeatedly burning my hands on the grill (from the splattering greese), getting my work pants covered in trash as well. Only to come home to find out my dog escaped yet again, and spending hours on end scouring the neighborhood for her.
You see normally when I go to bed she naturally climbs in and snuggles me after I've gotten comfortable. I've gotten used to that feeling so even the lack of her presence kept me up all night freaking out.
And then to cap the whole thing off an old friend that I hadn't seen in 8 years contacts me out of the blue, and says. "I've got a certain little guy I want you to meet." I won't go into detail as to why it worries me, but for those that do kow me 8 years is also synonimous with something I hadn't done in that legnth of time...
Right now I feel I just needed to give you guys a heads up and get the latter part off my chest, at the moment I'm just not in a talking mood, I've yet to even say a word to my parents or family because of the mood I'm in, it was hard to even get the motivation to even type this out, and I still don't feel any different.
DejaSpyker
~dejaspyker
wow...hope you get to feeling better dear...when your ready to talk...u know where i'll be...
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