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Summer tends to suck
6 years ago
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“When you shall say, "As others do, so will I. I renounce, I am sorry for it, my early visions; I must eat the good of the land, and let learning and romantic expectations go, until a more convenient season." — then dies the man in you;” - Ralph W. Emerson
So about those hiking pictures first, well, I can't show any because the camera doesn't have a cable anymore and we don't have an equivalent. I searched and found three cables in the box with the camera, and some other boxes and found only those three cables that didn't fit at all...
Secondly is how slow everything is going in my life, when I need those things done now, so it's stressing me. I don't want to go into detail tho tbh.
Most days I just feel nothing and don't want to do anything, because I'm waiting for others and they laze about so they make me laze about, though I have gotten better with what I can do myself.
Summer does tend to be a pretty shitty time though, unless you have summer school (like I did for a long time, for autism services, and college for kids too) or an addiction to video games (like I used to have, but nowadays video games, like most other things, just don't catch me, though really, nothing does anymore) to have some regimented thing to do most days. Tbh, nothing catches my attention. I just seem to drift.
Doesn't help how hot and sunny it is. The sun and heat not only are bad for me like I've previously explained, but they also just make me feel depressed, and want to go to sleep all day. I haven't even walked around the neighborhood much, just am turned off of it and bored. Worse that I need a schedule that makes me able to work for my family, so I go to sleep about 5-7 now, but I always wake up a few hours before daylight. It'd be better if I'd sleep from 2-5PM to 10-1AM but no...have to be up for everyone else because it takes 5 hours for my grandpa to do anything and he likes to leave at 4-7 and makes me stay up to look after grandma.
I know I've been making several of these types of journals and probably annoy people with my constant dislike of the sun, heat, and that I'm so bored and aimless but it's constant, with only a few days that don't feel like that.
Secondly is how slow everything is going in my life, when I need those things done now, so it's stressing me. I don't want to go into detail tho tbh.
Most days I just feel nothing and don't want to do anything, because I'm waiting for others and they laze about so they make me laze about, though I have gotten better with what I can do myself.
Summer does tend to be a pretty shitty time though, unless you have summer school (like I did for a long time, for autism services, and college for kids too) or an addiction to video games (like I used to have, but nowadays video games, like most other things, just don't catch me, though really, nothing does anymore) to have some regimented thing to do most days. Tbh, nothing catches my attention. I just seem to drift.
Doesn't help how hot and sunny it is. The sun and heat not only are bad for me like I've previously explained, but they also just make me feel depressed, and want to go to sleep all day. I haven't even walked around the neighborhood much, just am turned off of it and bored. Worse that I need a schedule that makes me able to work for my family, so I go to sleep about 5-7 now, but I always wake up a few hours before daylight. It'd be better if I'd sleep from 2-5PM to 10-1AM but no...have to be up for everyone else because it takes 5 hours for my grandpa to do anything and he likes to leave at 4-7 and makes me stay up to look after grandma.
I know I've been making several of these types of journals and probably annoy people with my constant dislike of the sun, heat, and that I'm so bored and aimless but it's constant, with only a few days that don't feel like that.
Sorry to hear that, though
- Peter
Thanks though.
No problem ^^
- Peter