I have literally lost my passion for drawing. Can't get myself to do anything art related, not even upload anything because I can't find the will to. I'm also predicting mom will annoy and yell the fuck at me this August, and I can't even put my august internship vacation after hers to avoid some of this mess. RIP artwork this year I guess. I'm just too broken atm. Psychologist is only in November because public health services are far inferior. And I've got next to nobody on my side IRL.

I feel so alone...