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6 years ago
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[ General information ] ♞ [ Commission info ] ♞ [ Open slots and commission status ] ♞ [ About me ] Dear friends and followers!
I would like to apologize for my recent inactivity. As many of you know I have a bunch of chronic health problems, including mental ones. In the past weeks I was completely consumed by anxiety, and for the most part was unable to do any work at all. It is especially annoying since I've just spent some great time with my love at Zodiacon, and I came back home feeling revitalized, happy and motivated...
Then anxiety happened. Just like that. It makes no sense, it knows no logic, and needs no reason, it just happens. But it's finally over.
I'm feeling alright again, so I'm jumping right in the middle of work, because there is a lot to catch up on. One commission was sitting at nearly finished state for these past weeks, while another was stuck at the early stage. I'm about to finish up the first one now and then dive right into the other. I'm just really glad that I have such nice and amazing clients who have shown me great compassion and patience when I'm dealing with these issues. Still, it pains me to keep them waiting like this. But sadly, it seems to be out of my control.
But let's stay positive, like I always do! I feel good now, Zodiacon was amazing, and Eurofurence is right around the corner! Hopefully I can build up some consistent productivity now, so that you can enjoy more or less regular uploads, like I always wanted to.
So stay tuned, and thank you for bearing with me.
I would like to apologize for my recent inactivity. As many of you know I have a bunch of chronic health problems, including mental ones. In the past weeks I was completely consumed by anxiety, and for the most part was unable to do any work at all. It is especially annoying since I've just spent some great time with my love at Zodiacon, and I came back home feeling revitalized, happy and motivated...
Then anxiety happened. Just like that. It makes no sense, it knows no logic, and needs no reason, it just happens. But it's finally over.
I'm feeling alright again, so I'm jumping right in the middle of work, because there is a lot to catch up on. One commission was sitting at nearly finished state for these past weeks, while another was stuck at the early stage. I'm about to finish up the first one now and then dive right into the other. I'm just really glad that I have such nice and amazing clients who have shown me great compassion and patience when I'm dealing with these issues. Still, it pains me to keep them waiting like this. But sadly, it seems to be out of my control.
But let's stay positive, like I always do! I feel good now, Zodiacon was amazing, and Eurofurence is right around the corner! Hopefully I can build up some consistent productivity now, so that you can enjoy more or less regular uploads, like I always wanted to.
So stay tuned, and thank you for bearing with me.
looking forward seeing you at EF ;3
V.
Now I have to poke my fingers on my left hand to test and inject myself with needles on either side with insulin four or five times a day and monitor my blood sugar levels. for the past forty years, I had nothing wrong healthwise!
I am incredibly slowly getting my strength back after nearly dying, so I can relate.
I feel depressed that each time I begin to get commissions done something happens to try and destroy me either being made homeless and destitute multiple times, having all my money stolen or being put in jail on things I did not commit only to lose everything once again from forces I cannot control. So I get depressed by all these things, my only resolve is I am a Saggitarius rising Libra meaning I see the goal becoming realized if I try again and nothing fazes me permanently, so I have bizarre weird things happen to me by things I never saw coming!
I get depressed as a result sapping my creativity and ability to do something that makes your willie hard. I know that if I do something that gives me a stiffy it will give others one too, as a measure of if I did a good piece of pornographic art or not!
Hope you get past your problems too