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The Timing was Too Good
6 years ago
I want to start this by saying that I'm not fishing for help, I'm not looking for help, I'm not asking for help, but I won't turn down help. This whole thing is to let everyone who cares to look know what happened to me.
On the morning of Wednesday the 17th of July 2019 I broke. The events that lead to this point had been causing me issues and making it hard to even smile at times but on that day it came to a head and fell apart. My co-workers are none the wiser that I know of and if I don't say anything know most of you wouldn't have guessed as the timing of my break down was in line with FA crashing.
I want to be clear that this had nothing to do with FA going down. I've had and still have, a lot of things I need to work out. A lot of things that upset me and no one who I can have a debate with about it. I'm not saying that all of you aren't good to talk to but I know myself. I know that I have a very hard time just talking about things I'm passionate about. I either get stubborn and never yield while hearing someone out, they get too upset for us to continue a debate and it melts into an argument, or they turn "yes man" and makes me feel like I shouldn't have tried.
The last few days have also been oddly timed as I've been in a lab for work without any net access. This has left me only a few minutes in the morning to even access the internet.
I hope this doesn't cause anyone harm in any way, shape, or form and that you all have a great day in spite of all my failings.
Aloha.
On the morning of Wednesday the 17th of July 2019 I broke. The events that lead to this point had been causing me issues and making it hard to even smile at times but on that day it came to a head and fell apart. My co-workers are none the wiser that I know of and if I don't say anything know most of you wouldn't have guessed as the timing of my break down was in line with FA crashing.
I want to be clear that this had nothing to do with FA going down. I've had and still have, a lot of things I need to work out. A lot of things that upset me and no one who I can have a debate with about it. I'm not saying that all of you aren't good to talk to but I know myself. I know that I have a very hard time just talking about things I'm passionate about. I either get stubborn and never yield while hearing someone out, they get too upset for us to continue a debate and it melts into an argument, or they turn "yes man" and makes me feel like I shouldn't have tried.
The last few days have also been oddly timed as I've been in a lab for work without any net access. This has left me only a few minutes in the morning to even access the internet.
I hope this doesn't cause anyone harm in any way, shape, or form and that you all have a great day in spite of all my failings.
Aloha.
the only thing i can do, is to send you my support and courage for this bad periode and wishing you better thing to come up soon. Be strong dude!