I need a few days to recover... at the beginning of last week I had four pet rats, and as of now I only have one. The others passed away from completely separate issues last weekend and today one of them developed a form of pneumonia that I unintentionally made worse by trying to nebulize her with a solution that would help open up her breathing. She panicked and died just ten minutes later and I'm reeling.
I don't know how to say it other than I'm devastated and depressed, all of my funds went into helping them pass peacefully or get better, and I feel like I'm at square one in my life again. Ideally my plan is to shut down the internet for a day and just draw/write to clear my head.
I'll be alright soon. I have a lot of support from all of my friends <3