First, I want to apologize to everyone for my long absence here on FA. There has been a lot going on in my life that I have been flooded with troubles and emotions battering me daily. It has been hammering me down from so many fronts I nearly decided to give up with it all.

To help relieve the burden, roommates were looked for and tried to get them in to alleviate some of it all. It was a process and it worked down to trying to get anyone even if it was just a small amount to help out. Eventually, after papers signed and furniture coming in and moving my work area into my bedroom closed off there, there was an incident.

Titan, my amazing lovable malamute injured himself and had to go to the vets. He had done something to his neck right at his spine and was in a constant pain where he couldn't turn his head. It got so bad he couldn't get himself off of lying down on the floor and just stayed there to avoid hurting himself. I had to do whatever I could to get him well and help him heal. Keeping him close to me, moving myself to be there where he didn't have to move far from me and where he could sleep beside me on a mattress on the floor. Compounded with new people and their inexperience with a dog and causing startles when walking by him in the wrong way and exasperating it all.

The living situation became far too troubled and there was little I could do, except quit and return home. I was trying to keep the brave face on, but inside I was broken and just watching things shatter for me.

After a long time of making sure no further harm would come to Titan, he was on enough of a mend to not need constant surveillance. I still have to be careful and monitor him from time to time to be sure he doesn't slip down the slope.

I had support from friends and family who helped me overcome this, and I am grateful that I am still here.

I will be working and looking to go through everything to make sure what is there is worked, sent, and completed. I have been making sure everything is balanced here in my life to not have me worry or drawn away from this.

I want to thank you all for your support and patience, your caring and understanding. So thank you again from the bottom of my heart.

Once again I am truly sorry for my long absence and to all of you who have been waiting for a ridiculously long time. I can not stress enough how sorry I am, it was very unprofessional of me and for that I am sorry. Hopefully now I can make up for it and keep true to my own work ethic of I always will deliver what the customer has paid for.

I will NOT be taking on any more commissions until the current outstanding work has been completed. I will b going through ALL my work files and notes to get it all don ASAP you have my word.