Rant, feel free to ignore.
16 years ago
General
THIS ACCOUNT IS MUSIC ONLY It seems a lot of what i have is going around.
Do you ever just suddenly realize that you have absolutely zero going for you? Like...absolutely nothing. I cant even freaking take commissions, and I dont have a job, and no one wants to hire me. I'm $200 in debt right now, and I really just..... I mean honestly, at the moment I am existing for absolutely no purpose.
I cant see Tammy or Vlad or Brian or anyone right now, until I get a job. So I dont even have my support network. I really need to get out of this house. Mom is going crazy. Honestly, she's going absolutely bonkers. It fucking is driving me up a wall.
To make things worse, I cant even do angst drawings because I dont have my effing tablet working.
Fuck.
Everything sucks at the moment. Seriously.
Fuck.
Do you ever just suddenly realize that you have absolutely zero going for you? Like...absolutely nothing. I cant even freaking take commissions, and I dont have a job, and no one wants to hire me. I'm $200 in debt right now, and I really just..... I mean honestly, at the moment I am existing for absolutely no purpose.
I cant see Tammy or Vlad or Brian or anyone right now, until I get a job. So I dont even have my support network. I really need to get out of this house. Mom is going crazy. Honestly, she's going absolutely bonkers. It fucking is driving me up a wall.
To make things worse, I cant even do angst drawings because I dont have my effing tablet working.
Fuck.
Everything sucks at the moment. Seriously.
Fuck.
FA+

look at my art x3
YES
As low as I make my commissions, no takers. I even posted color inks for a penny, and then offered to send people money to commission me, and no takers. Gives me a Hell of a complex.
There just hasn't been any drive on my end to draw... just feel useless without a purpose in life.