That's difficult to say my dear. Each person handles loss on different levels.
Loosing my grans on my mom's side kinda hit me hard because I felt closer to them, on top of them being the first in my series of sad stories to follow. Some years later I lost my mother to illness, and then my grans on father's side to old age, and more recently my father passed on, so hubbo and I are pretty much the last of our kind.

Each loss was no easier on me than the earlier... However I wish you well in your time of coping my dear. Hold dear those memories of your grans! That will be with you always.

Much hugs,
Yuki.

Rhu, it's alright. <3
She clearly meant a lot to you, so it may not be easy to simply move on, but take this time for yourself, don't worry about posting stuff for us; you come first.
I know you're not quite in the mood to draw right now, but perhaps try to draw/make something as a tribute to her. You don't have to post it, it could be just for you, something to get your feelings out.

I wish you well, Rhu. (hugs)