Cannot last much longer
6 years ago
General
I don't think I can pretend to be okay much longer.
I am going more and more insane by the day, horrified and scared when I look outside.
I just want everything to stop for a moment and everything to just be alright for five minutes again.
I can hardly sleep, I am afraid to close my eyes, i am haunted by nightmares and i just feel alone.
I don't know what to do.
I am going more and more insane by the day, horrified and scared when I look outside.
I just want everything to stop for a moment and everything to just be alright for five minutes again.
I can hardly sleep, I am afraid to close my eyes, i am haunted by nightmares and i just feel alone.
I don't know what to do.
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But seriously, talk to a pro, or at least talk to someone. Don't reach out into the void, reach into the hearth: Family, friends, people you can call twats with no hard feelings; tell them about your feelings and it'll lighten your mind a whole lot. It's not as dangerous as it seems, and certainly not as dangerous as staying quiet.
But I guess you know this already to some extent, seeing as you've been to therapy. And I know it can be demoralizing to hear the same thing over and over all too well. But yeah, I can only hope you get back into contact with a therapist soon, as well as wish you good luck.
I need to pull through for now till I can get in contact with my doctor again, but thank you for these words.
Sadly there is few people that I really know. Aint the most social kind anymore. More or less all work, hardly relief.
Mineβs always ready.
Need to try and pull through for now.
Just stay calm and things will get better.
But: if you feel the need and maybe even think that it might help to talk to a completely uninvolved stranger, feel free to hit me up. π΄ππ
Fear I gotta pull through for now.
Telegram: YinYangKitsune1291
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I'm here for you if you need to talk.