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Birthday and a lil recap
6 years ago
It's the time of the year again! The day when you suddenly gain immense amount of knowledge and when you can boast how much more you can do than people who are younger than you. (And when it deals more damage to think that there is actually talented people out there hah)
The past year has been... intense. School's been kicking my butt, I've lost some contacts and there's been a lot of stress. I've had to reconsider many aspects of my life, change how I think about things and to learn how to deal with them. It hasn't been easy.
But at the same time, I've learned a lot. I've developed. A lot has changed, for better or worse. But I'm one year closer to my goal of graduating from college. This year we studied more of the subjects we're going to do when we graduate, and while it has been interesting, it also shows how incompetent I really am. First time I've actually struggled with school! It's scary and exciting at the same time. It has cleared to me the "what I want to do when I grow up?" -question. I just hope that I have the energy to go on, and maybe some day I'll be able to work a job I'll be proud of!
I've also made new friends, and I've adopted a little cat. Well, he's a few years old, but he still acts like a kitten. His name is Aksoni (Axon in English), and while he knows how to annoy me, I still love him dearly. He's a good kitty, and he has his moments when he can be affectionate... Which usually end up in him biting me after.
Artwise, I feel like I've become better at it. I've posted stuff here and there, and I still have some pictures I need to post... Someday! But at least I feel like I can do pieces faster, I know how poses work a bit better and I've drawn a bit more dynamic pictures. They're nowhere near perfect, but I'm pretty proud of myself. I never thought I'd be able to draw anything, I've always wanted to be able to draw and now I can do just that. I'm still looking to improve, and I'm looking forward seeing how my art has changed the next year!
Well, I think that's enough text for now. I'll be catnapped for dinner today, and I've planned a nice wine for the evening. I'm hopeful for the future, and while I know the next year will be at least as difficult as this one, I'll be more prepared this time! I won't fall as easily, and I won't stop until I've reached what I want.
Y'all have nice day~
The past year has been... intense. School's been kicking my butt, I've lost some contacts and there's been a lot of stress. I've had to reconsider many aspects of my life, change how I think about things and to learn how to deal with them. It hasn't been easy.
But at the same time, I've learned a lot. I've developed. A lot has changed, for better or worse. But I'm one year closer to my goal of graduating from college. This year we studied more of the subjects we're going to do when we graduate, and while it has been interesting, it also shows how incompetent I really am. First time I've actually struggled with school! It's scary and exciting at the same time. It has cleared to me the "what I want to do when I grow up?" -question. I just hope that I have the energy to go on, and maybe some day I'll be able to work a job I'll be proud of!
I've also made new friends, and I've adopted a little cat. Well, he's a few years old, but he still acts like a kitten. His name is Aksoni (Axon in English), and while he knows how to annoy me, I still love him dearly. He's a good kitty, and he has his moments when he can be affectionate... Which usually end up in him biting me after.
Artwise, I feel like I've become better at it. I've posted stuff here and there, and I still have some pictures I need to post... Someday! But at least I feel like I can do pieces faster, I know how poses work a bit better and I've drawn a bit more dynamic pictures. They're nowhere near perfect, but I'm pretty proud of myself. I never thought I'd be able to draw anything, I've always wanted to be able to draw and now I can do just that. I'm still looking to improve, and I'm looking forward seeing how my art has changed the next year!
Well, I think that's enough text for now. I'll be catnapped for dinner today, and I've planned a nice wine for the evening. I'm hopeful for the future, and while I know the next year will be at least as difficult as this one, I'll be more prepared this time! I won't fall as easily, and I won't stop until I've reached what I want.
Y'all have nice day~
And good luck in everything kittycat ♥♥♥
Thank you, I'll do my best to work hard! ♥♥♥