Another wheel around the sun complete! I'm 29 this year, dang.

This year has been one of change. Trying to get health things in check, medication both helping and hurting, with reactions causing more stress and high anxiety... but also finally learning to love myself for who i am NOW, and not letting others dictate my self-worth.

I don't want to die anymore. I want to live so badly it hurts. I'm going to stop getting in my own way, and find out what that means.