The Rs in Roger Rabbit both stand for resolution
6 years ago
Tonight I re-watched Who Framed Roger Rabbit for the umpteenth time, an extremely important movie to me. It reminded me why I started drawing and what I wanted to do with my skills once they got to a certain point.
When I was younger I made a resolution. It kept me up while I made flawed art, it kept me bright, it kept me awake. But then, somewhere during these years, it died out. Recently improving and walking out of my comfort zone has been harder than ever.
The fact I draw porn kind of acted as a pillow, a cozy place to lay upon to keep paying the rent and justify myself that I need little improving by this point, because no one would care anyways. I didn't realize how much I stopped caring myself.
Tonight I make that resolution again. I won't say what it is until I've reached the goal and I will cherish it for myself, because I noticed the more I say something the less I act to make it a reality, rather than a wet-dream in which I can loose myself.
I will be sharing it only once I'm in the position to do it, if I ever will be, and I will do all in my power to get to that point.
Thanks you all for supporting me so far. Hopefully I'll be giving you even more reasons to do so. Back to work on those commissions <3
When I was younger I made a resolution. It kept me up while I made flawed art, it kept me bright, it kept me awake. But then, somewhere during these years, it died out. Recently improving and walking out of my comfort zone has been harder than ever.
The fact I draw porn kind of acted as a pillow, a cozy place to lay upon to keep paying the rent and justify myself that I need little improving by this point, because no one would care anyways. I didn't realize how much I stopped caring myself.
Tonight I make that resolution again. I won't say what it is until I've reached the goal and I will cherish it for myself, because I noticed the more I say something the less I act to make it a reality, rather than a wet-dream in which I can loose myself.
I will be sharing it only once I'm in the position to do it, if I ever will be, and I will do all in my power to get to that point.
Thanks you all for supporting me so far. Hopefully I'll be giving you even more reasons to do so. Back to work on those commissions <3
I do have some ideas of a bit more ambitious, non-porn pics, so maybe we can make something happen in the future :3
But alongside everyone else, most importantly of all, wish you the best luck in your future endeavours!
( One example of a silly idea, someone tossing a Poke'Ball at Sukame's head, despite him being a Trainer... )
(and you should have that happen and see if it works <3 )
Anyway, keep doing your best. People love what you do and you should too = w=^
Thanks a lot, I will and I'll do my best to cherish my passion for what I do!
But in any case, there's nothing wrong on trying out new stuff after a bit of (lewd) art that you consider your comfy zone.
In the end, people watch you, but only true fans of yours will keep watching you and your art develop while you try new stuff.
And for those who don't... eh, people like that exist, unfortunately-