Um, found out on the 31st that me and Eri have to move again. Not on bad terms with anyone, actually we're still all really happy with each other, the deal is Washu and Anna are moving to a MUCH smaller trailer and thus have no room for us. They've been thinking about it for a month or two and the chance kinda slaped them in the face, so I respect them fully for jumping on it...I would of too. Washu feels bad about the whole thing.. Finding a new place for us, seeing as we can only pay about 300 in rent, well its not gonna be that easy.

Eri is worried that we're gonna have to spilt, and I'm starting to think that too. The girl can take care of herself well enough, but most rooms for rent only want one person, and well I don't have any income, plus given the fact that the move is in less then a month and I don't know where I'll end up, I've put a pause on my job search.( at this point it feels like its in vien anyway. )

I'm at a lose of what to do, don't have the family to back up onto like Eri does, don't have the circle of friends like I used to, so I'm fucked.

The reasion the resvers come to mind is...well everyone who knows me know thinks it would be a good idea, the last year or so I've grown, the past year...well I'm not the same person I was before, that much I know and am actually proud of. I can take care of myself....as long as I have the means to do it.

I'm worried because of that lack of means.

I'm frustrated, unhappy, and just generally pissed at life until I can find some sort of sultion for this. The thing is I don't think I will.

I'm honestly worried, more so then before, because I really don't know what the next step here is. I'm at the edge and the only place i can see going is down.