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I had a terrible thought everything will disappear
6 years ago
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Bearly in mind
Bearly in mind
I don’t know right now honestly but i had some dream and I don’t know if I’ll be here anymore cause i may be gone. I don’t know why. I am getting the feeling that there is some problem and it is all my fault and i may take everything down with me. I guess i have disgraced myself and everyone.
Just venting, nothing to see here.
Just venting, nothing to see here.
steamfox
~steamfox
No. You're just having second thoughts about your place in this world and your existence, which are perfectly normal feelings amongst creative people. A lot of my artist friends share similar concerns about what might happen after they're gone, but most often these thoughts are of what will happen to loved ones, pets, possessions, or their collections of art and papers. The best thing to do for now is know that tomorrow is just a promise, and every day you get is a gift.
Polarrunner the polar bear
~apollo18x
OP
After all, it was just a dream really. Thank you for your understanding and support.
LaurenRivers
~laurenrivers
*hugs tight* I know it's hard, but such thoughts only lead to bad things. We need to keep in mind that not everything is our fault and not everything is something that needs to be treated as such... I don't know if it helps, but try to just not let thoughts like that take control. It's normal to have them, but you need to intersperse them with positive ones to stop the spirals those can cause.
Polarrunner the polar bear
~apollo18x
OP
*nods* Thanks for your insight. Inspire and heed positivity you may. Progress and pursue happiness you must. *hugs warmly back *
LaurenRivers
~laurenrivers
I know it's easy to think things like "I'm the worst" and such, but it isn't true. Focus on things that are, things you know you've done and good qualities you know you have.
