Scary because i have panic and anxiety, ptsd and agoraphobia havent left my house ( or atleast a less then 1 mile radius) of my house area, going to see a specialist for my pain and rhumathoid arthritis to see if it can be fixed or if they will attempt to chop off some limbs to do advanced damage and to 'alleviate' pain, my right hand can still move a mouse even though its locked up, i'll live in pain if i have to just to keep using my mouse...