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I'll tell you a little story before you go to sleep <3
6 years ago
Back when I was in highschool, a friend of mine was reading fifty shades of grey, and at one point she saw a new word and asked me: what is bondage?.
And I got like paralyzed or something because I know what it means since I was 10, but I thought it wasn't ok to be as kinky as I am...
So I pretended I didn't know and she wanted me to search for it in my phone.. teacher was behind us and I KNEW he was listening
and fuck fuck fuck I just started to sweat
I can't recall if I told her what I found in wikipedia or just showed her the screen of my phone so she could read it silently.
I just remembered this while taking a shower and thought of telling you here since I never post journals in my FA account xD
And I got like paralyzed or something because I know what it means since I was 10, but I thought it wasn't ok to be as kinky as I am...
So I pretended I didn't know and she wanted me to search for it in my phone.. teacher was behind us and I KNEW he was listening
and fuck fuck fuck I just started to sweat
I can't recall if I told her what I found in wikipedia or just showed her the screen of my phone so she could read it silently.
I just remembered this while taking a shower and thought of telling you here since I never post journals in my FA account xD
Eventually I saw the word mentioned in MAD Magazine, of all places, and found out.
Unfortunately I was still too shy to make use of my newfound knowledge, apart from knowing what to look for in the sex shops. Porn was printed on paper in those days ...