update: hi
6 years ago
i got a job. and might even be able to get a better one, but right now i have one.
it's only 8.50 an hour, maybe 17-25 hours a week, and it's a lot LOT of manual laborbut it's something finally. just had the interview and got basically hired on same day.
i'm exhausted. but it's something, it's something. better than nothing.
might be in the running for an even better job too if things go well but like.
to all you guys who have kept up with my twitter and gave me all the well wishes, thank you so much.
i know it's been a rollercoaster with my moodswings and trying to get medicine to get better or at least try to mellow out, and i've appreciated any and all who listened to my ranting.
so thank you, especially those of you patiently waiting for either refunds or commissions from me.
i just want money so i can enjoy my one week vacay with kite~ i just miss her and miss being around people who genuinely like my company. and now that I have a job, i'm going to save up to see my boyfriend in arizona. i don't know if i'll get vacation time with this job, but i'm going to try and see if i can. i'm just - i don't even need paid vacation, just let me see my baby, i want to see him so badly ahaha. it feels like it's the first time anyone's ever genuinely loved me in my fucking life. it'samazing to feel that way.
anyway, enough gushing, just an update. i might even post more traditional stuff again because i'll be inspired to draw again. hopefully.


I don't think that there's anyone who can't sympathize with your situation. Or if there is, they really don't get it. But I know you're gonna be fine! Just keep at it! And use your job to get buff enough to kidnap your boyfriend when you go see him!

Pancaked
~pancaked
OP
it's gonna take ages but I'm gonna do my best to try.


Just remember, if you live to be sixty and you're looking back, even one whole year won't feel like anything!