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I've Had Enough
6 years ago
"My Blood for Thor, My Sword for Tyr, My Heart for Freya, My Life for Odin"
So, I'm a fired up and my emotions are in the red, but I've honestly have had enough with some people.
Alright! So, here is the deal;
"I'll be the first to admit that I am an ass, I am really flirty, I have a problem with being affectionate/clingy, and I know that I can be very pushy to get something my way. I've had people who have not only made me so pissed or so depressed that I have literally disappeared for months from Discord, FB, SL, and FurAffinity. When I do, I try to deal with everything by myself, even pushes my love ones away. Though as everyone can see, I do come back.
Everyone's reactions to me logging in one day and showing up varies. Some are happy that I'm back, wondering if I'm okay and if they can help. There are those who are hurt, upset, or just pissed that I disappeared and won't talk to me anymore. Then there are those who just don't give a shit either way. Yes, I have dealt with people in each.
Though the problem with that now is that my two fursonas, Blizzardmane & Lightning Khaos are deeply connected to others that if that relationship is no longer there, then part of my sona is dead.
Anyway!
It's gotten to the point that I don't care anymore. Am I going to disappear again? Probably. I still do have my moments where I don't feel like talking to anymore. If I get hurt then I get hurt. It's the part of life that happens when you talk to people. You're going to get your feelings hurt. Deal with it. If you can't then you don't need to be on anything that lets you talk to someone else.
Do I still have some issues with people? Yes.
Do I still talk to people who have hurt me? Yes.
Do I still try to help people even though I know I might get hurt? Yes.
Do people have a problem with me? Absolutely!
I'm still get on, I'm still going to talk to people. Drama and bullshit happens. Deal with it, get over it, and move on.
Apparently it seems like I'm the one that always have to initiates the conversations with people. Does everyone think that I enjoy always doing that? NO! I don't. Though I keep doing it unless I'm kicked out or blocked. I speak my mind, when I want to. Don't like it? Get over it."
I get it. This may not make a whole lot sense. I was pissed when I typed this up and I just wanted to get this off my chest. I'm honestly not trying to loss friends with this, but I can only take so crap.
Now I'm done.
Until next time.
Alright! So, here is the deal;
"I'll be the first to admit that I am an ass, I am really flirty, I have a problem with being affectionate/clingy, and I know that I can be very pushy to get something my way. I've had people who have not only made me so pissed or so depressed that I have literally disappeared for months from Discord, FB, SL, and FurAffinity. When I do, I try to deal with everything by myself, even pushes my love ones away. Though as everyone can see, I do come back.
Everyone's reactions to me logging in one day and showing up varies. Some are happy that I'm back, wondering if I'm okay and if they can help. There are those who are hurt, upset, or just pissed that I disappeared and won't talk to me anymore. Then there are those who just don't give a shit either way. Yes, I have dealt with people in each.
Though the problem with that now is that my two fursonas, Blizzardmane & Lightning Khaos are deeply connected to others that if that relationship is no longer there, then part of my sona is dead.
Anyway!
It's gotten to the point that I don't care anymore. Am I going to disappear again? Probably. I still do have my moments where I don't feel like talking to anymore. If I get hurt then I get hurt. It's the part of life that happens when you talk to people. You're going to get your feelings hurt. Deal with it. If you can't then you don't need to be on anything that lets you talk to someone else.
Do I still have some issues with people? Yes.
Do I still talk to people who have hurt me? Yes.
Do I still try to help people even though I know I might get hurt? Yes.
Do people have a problem with me? Absolutely!
I'm still get on, I'm still going to talk to people. Drama and bullshit happens. Deal with it, get over it, and move on.
Apparently it seems like I'm the one that always have to initiates the conversations with people. Does everyone think that I enjoy always doing that? NO! I don't. Though I keep doing it unless I'm kicked out or blocked. I speak my mind, when I want to. Don't like it? Get over it."
I get it. This may not make a whole lot sense. I was pissed when I typed this up and I just wanted to get this off my chest. I'm honestly not trying to loss friends with this, but I can only take so crap.
Now I'm done.
Until next time.
Its all about knowing when to take a step back, or just tough it out. It's gonna suck, a lot. Yet we always make it through in the end.
Probably not the best advice, But hey I've made it this far.
one of my issues is I need to talk more, anxiety sucks, I try to talk to people but I get scared I'll bother them or be annoying so most of the time I end up not saying anything, I try, I really do.
But if you need to step back for you time then do what you gotta do hon, if you need anything I'm always around