i had a journal with a serious thoughtfull header open for a few days now but i dont have the energy to write something moving and relatable i also donbt have the energy to care abt the spelling in this

last week i was diagnosed with bipolar , it sucks. but i got new meds for it so hopefully i can keep moving foreward and grow my viewer base and interact more, more concistency , streaming etc. i really want to grow my "brand" or whatefver would be a good name for it. im serious about freelancing and its been one of my only serious driving forces for two years now. but my mood swings are holding me back. anywway im rambling i dont think anyone is going to read this.

i do want to make a better journal about freelacing while being mentally disabled, ill and physically disabled, because theres a lot more freelancers like me then people think.

if anyone reads this hope yall are doing ok.