I've been posting less journals and a little less on twitter because it would be me toxic venting a lot and I'm trying to not spread them so much. Building my art skills is frustrating for almost two years now and I'm having a really hard time dealing with other artists online in which my patience is falling apart over time.

To prevent me bitching a lot while I try to build back my temperament up with duck tape and glue, I've been writing down my "fweelings" on a notepad so they don't end up online. It's working for while now and I guess it's a sign of me maturing. It doesn't really fix the problems though, but at least it helps not making thing worse for myself.

I'm sorry for upsetting anybody when I lose my patience.