Wanted to talk and feel better about irl stiff and wanted to work through my irl issues. I have good friends on here that have been supportive and friendly to me but i wanted to speak my mind to a wider audience.

Essentially people treat me like i dont exist. Mind you im an autistic person with a hard grasp on few social cues so i may not be one to talk but irl people ignore me, pretend to like me. But they all either hate me, use me, and treat me like an obstacle. I try to be friendly to people, work with them and for them. But they end up fucking me over. Im aware that the world doesnt revolve around me, but when im talking to someone and they are a coworker or a reoccurring person in my life then they should do more than pretend to care. I get tired constantly trying to give a shit about other people and their issues and their problems and yet when i ask for some consideration back its too much.

It happens online tol, but they are usually small people and they have their own issues. Plus im very much one of those people, i have ignored and been absent minded of people because of my own issues or autistic nature. So im not intentionally ignoring you, if you wanna talk just let me know.

Regardless i feel better posting my own problems put there and im sorry to put a damper on other peoples moods.