Thank you so fucking much, seriously<3 I was so surprised and pleased with all of the opinions and suggestions. it made me feel so much better, and look at things much differently. I know it's probably rude to not respond personally, but I didn't know how to not repeat myself! I am truly grateful though, especially since I know that I have lovely friends even here. c:

Monkeykitten, crasspi, Kaye, Rei, KayLAN, Blatz, Mej, and even Raine at many points during my rut-- I thank you so much!

This is not fixed, and I know that after I make the final decision, I will be so very distraught. Moreso than I am now. But it is necessary to move on, especially at such a young age. Why waste my life trying to fix someone else's? I care about this person deeply, and they have done nice things for me, but lately, they've been an apathetic prick, who has done nothing but take advantage of my willingness to gain his approval, and assume the worst about me, and I need to get away from that. Unfortunately, by getting away from this kid, I am sacrificing my relationship with other friends. But I'll see how things play out.

I know that without me, he will be much happier. Hopefully I will be too!

Bah, I feel selfish, but I want to keep this short, despite my rambling. :X

Seriously though...

Thank you again<3 Sosomuch C: