I always known my health wasn't up to par, like I've living with a huge cavity for 2 years now. But today, gathering up the courage to deal with the mental block of going the medical services was finally here. And it surprised me and eased me, I addressed the cavity, but the bigger problem was my heart.

I've been getting sharpened pains only on the left side on my chest, I thought it was a subtle heart attack, it wasn't bringing me to my knees in pain, it just caused major concern for me. When I addressed the heart issue in detail, they questioned me for symptoms. They said it must be anxiety from being overwhelmed.

It made so much more sense. I been dealing with 4 classes(1 difficult pacing, 2 slack-off and you'll miss it, and 1 easy-going courses), 1 huge ass scholarship that is a chance that I'll be receiving the rewards, my health (spine, heart, blood pressure and diet), 3 children and 1 teen, Gaming expectations, finance, and most of all my art. I've been stretching myself too thin this time around. I talked with my family about it already, it honestly made me feel much better, just because I've always hermit myself in my room all day. Like I don't socialize with my one family whose right beyond the door for like 2 days out of the week if I am not drawing. I'm always drawing on those days 85% of the time though. I just need to break up the work flow it's really getting to me.

Thanks for reading