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Hey.
As a preface, I understand this may be very silly, and I doubt a lot of people truly care, but I really feel like I need to say this. I don't want to call anyone out because this isn't anyone's fault, and I don't really want to drag other people into this who don't even know me.
I've been going through some things the past couple days. We are currently in October, and that means we're in LucariOctober. I don't know how big of an event this is, but I know at least one other person and myself are doing things for it. Originally, I wasn't planning on it. But when I saw the new growth thing going on, I decided to do something about it.
The thing about this is, the other drive... The Lucario in that one is destructive. And the thing about this is, its been eating away at me because I originally thought that the mass destruction of the planet sort of terrified me. But the more I thought about it, the more I've come to realize that.. I actually enjoy it.
Why is this significant? Because I have always been adamant about drawing and liking only gentle Lucarios. It became the crux of my art, the reason I started drawing in the first place. Eventually, it became part of my identity. I had really believed that I actually hated destruction, and to find out I actually don't and kinda like it kinda leaves me shaken. It feels as though I'm betraying the reason I started doing art... like I'm betraying part of myself.
Lucario is the biggest reason I came into the furry fandom. He's very special and dear to me, and the idea of him doing the destroying... it didn't sit well with me. The fact that i'm now getting ok with Lucario destroying... it really messes me up. And I don't even know if this is entirely the case yet. I still feel uneasy at the thought.
I think that might be it... I know this might be very silly, and something that I shouldn't even have a problem with, but its how I feel and.. well yeah. feel free to come at me with comments or whatever.. I just needed this out. Thanks for reading.
As a preface, I understand this may be very silly, and I doubt a lot of people truly care, but I really feel like I need to say this. I don't want to call anyone out because this isn't anyone's fault, and I don't really want to drag other people into this who don't even know me.
I've been going through some things the past couple days. We are currently in October, and that means we're in LucariOctober. I don't know how big of an event this is, but I know at least one other person and myself are doing things for it. Originally, I wasn't planning on it. But when I saw the new growth thing going on, I decided to do something about it.
The thing about this is, the other drive... The Lucario in that one is destructive. And the thing about this is, its been eating away at me because I originally thought that the mass destruction of the planet sort of terrified me. But the more I thought about it, the more I've come to realize that.. I actually enjoy it.
Why is this significant? Because I have always been adamant about drawing and liking only gentle Lucarios. It became the crux of my art, the reason I started drawing in the first place. Eventually, it became part of my identity. I had really believed that I actually hated destruction, and to find out I actually don't and kinda like it kinda leaves me shaken. It feels as though I'm betraying the reason I started doing art... like I'm betraying part of myself.
Lucario is the biggest reason I came into the furry fandom. He's very special and dear to me, and the idea of him doing the destroying... it didn't sit well with me. The fact that i'm now getting ok with Lucario destroying... it really messes me up. And I don't even know if this is entirely the case yet. I still feel uneasy at the thought.
I think that might be it... I know this might be very silly, and something that I shouldn't even have a problem with, but its how I feel and.. well yeah. feel free to come at me with comments or whatever.. I just needed this out. Thanks for reading.
It’s fine to admit something like this. It can be difficult to like a character for one thing you like (giant and gentle), yet it does something else (destruction), you go through the denial process and then you start to accept and love it.
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