So... it's been quite some time since when I last typed anything or shared anything to y'all and you are all probably wondering why. Well, that would be because life has taken quite the negative turn for me. I have been barely surviving, with only a phone, and my wits. So far it's gone well, but alas. One can't just survive on that thanks to our government being run by dicks. To the point where any food costs money. Forcing one to need a job, but alas, that gets difficult when one's own ID isnt accepted due to it apparently being from another state. Gotta love the different damn rules. But yea. That brings me to now. I am surviving, I am well, and I am making ends at least meet, sadly I might not live past 2020 if my fate does not steer back onto the bloody road and not be facing a cliff. Will do my best to continue giving updates, but to be honest.. I'm sorry to all those I have failed with my "promises." As it seems despite my willingness, jobs would rather hire someone who does not even have the ability to do the job, rather then hire someone who can actually do a good job at it. But as of today, I finally won't be sitting on my arse, and get another chance. And to my friends that are still with me digitally and physically. I won't be failing my promises. I won't be removing any of my goals. Despite how impossible they now seem. Sorry for the wall of text by the way. Just have a lot of anger on.. quite alot of things that have made the hole I've been stuck in quite impossible to climb out of. IF anyone does feel like aiding me in getting food for the amazing family I am currently with, my notes are open.