With Apologies to All Involved
6 years ago
Hey everyone, know it’s been a while since I’ve posted, and there’s been a good amount of radio silence from me lately. I’m writing this as a general update and hopefully provide some understanding:
There’s no real nice or pretty way to put it, but the TL;DR of the situation is that I’ve been fighting with a particularly sever bout of depression that got the best of me the last few months. It’s been awful and left you all in the dark and without any explanation for what’s been going on.
The longer version is that I’ve got chronic depression that tends to come in waves. Earlier in the year I was doing well, but began to slowly get worse through the year. I’ve been able to beat it back, but the worst caught me a few months ago. My slump left me in a bad place that had me making some bad choices that left me without a working computer or stable internet access. Adding to that was my own shame of not keeping contact with anyone or keeping tabs on my galleries, and that made my brain feel worse.
I’ve been working on it hard the last few weeks, trying to get back into working order. My computer has been fixed, so I’ve really been trying to work on my motivation and trying to claw myself out of the hole that keeps me from working >_>
I’m deeply, deeply sorry for not contacting/keeping up/answering messages on FA/EKA/Discord. That’s going to be my first step in cleaning up my act in the coming day/days.
Secondly, I’m going to be closing commissions until the few owed are finished and with their respective commissioners. It’s the least that can be done, I think.
Lastly, I’m going to apologize profusely to everyone, and thank everyone who has continued reading this far. I’m deeply ashamed of myself and this situation. I’m still battling some demons, so I cannot promise that I will be Perfect from now on, but I’m so deeply grateful to those who have been beyond patient with me.
Here is another link to the Google Drive list I have for commissions, so you can keep track of things as I get them done.
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet.....it?usp=sharing
Thank you again for reading through if you’re still here. I hope to make things up to all my followers, and that we can have a wonderful and productive end of the year!!!
Thank you so much for sticking around lovelies! Talk to you soon.
Hey everyone, know it’s been a while since I’ve posted, and there’s been a good amount of radio silence from me lately. I’m writing this as a general update and hopefully provide some understanding:
There’s no real nice or pretty way to put it, but the TL;DR of the situation is that I’ve been fighting with a particularly sever bout of depression that got the best of me the last few months. It’s been awful and left you all in the dark and without any explanation for what’s been going on.
The longer version is that I’ve got chronic depression that tends to come in waves. Earlier in the year I was doing well, but began to slowly get worse through the year. I’ve been able to beat it back, but the worst caught me a few months ago. My slump left me in a bad place that had me making some bad choices that left me without a working computer or stable internet access. Adding to that was my own shame of not keeping contact with anyone or keeping tabs on my galleries, and that made my brain feel worse.
I’ve been working on it hard the last few weeks, trying to get back into working order. My computer has been fixed, so I’ve really been trying to work on my motivation and trying to claw myself out of the hole that keeps me from working >_>
I’m deeply, deeply sorry for not contacting/keeping up/answering messages on FA/EKA/Discord. That’s going to be my first step in cleaning up my act in the coming day/days.
Secondly, I’m going to be closing commissions until the few owed are finished and with their respective commissioners. It’s the least that can be done, I think.
Lastly, I’m going to apologize profusely to everyone, and thank everyone who has continued reading this far. I’m deeply ashamed of myself and this situation. I’m still battling some demons, so I cannot promise that I will be Perfect from now on, but I’m so deeply grateful to those who have been beyond patient with me.
Here is another link to the Google Drive list I have for commissions, so you can keep track of things as I get them done.
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet.....it?usp=sharing
Thank you again for reading through if you’re still here. I hope to make things up to all my followers, and that we can have a wonderful and productive end of the year!!!
Thank you so much for sticking around lovelies! Talk to you soon.
There’s no real nice or pretty way to put it, but the TL;DR of the situation is that I’ve been fighting with a particularly sever bout of depression that got the best of me the last few months. It’s been awful and left you all in the dark and without any explanation for what’s been going on.
The longer version is that I’ve got chronic depression that tends to come in waves. Earlier in the year I was doing well, but began to slowly get worse through the year. I’ve been able to beat it back, but the worst caught me a few months ago. My slump left me in a bad place that had me making some bad choices that left me without a working computer or stable internet access. Adding to that was my own shame of not keeping contact with anyone or keeping tabs on my galleries, and that made my brain feel worse.
I’ve been working on it hard the last few weeks, trying to get back into working order. My computer has been fixed, so I’ve really been trying to work on my motivation and trying to claw myself out of the hole that keeps me from working >_>
I’m deeply, deeply sorry for not contacting/keeping up/answering messages on FA/EKA/Discord. That’s going to be my first step in cleaning up my act in the coming day/days.
Secondly, I’m going to be closing commissions until the few owed are finished and with their respective commissioners. It’s the least that can be done, I think.
Lastly, I’m going to apologize profusely to everyone, and thank everyone who has continued reading this far. I’m deeply ashamed of myself and this situation. I’m still battling some demons, so I cannot promise that I will be Perfect from now on, but I’m so deeply grateful to those who have been beyond patient with me.
Here is another link to the Google Drive list I have for commissions, so you can keep track of things as I get them done.
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet.....it?usp=sharing
Thank you again for reading through if you’re still here. I hope to make things up to all my followers, and that we can have a wonderful and productive end of the year!!!
Thank you so much for sticking around lovelies! Talk to you soon.
Hey everyone, know it’s been a while since I’ve posted, and there’s been a good amount of radio silence from me lately. I’m writing this as a general update and hopefully provide some understanding:
There’s no real nice or pretty way to put it, but the TL;DR of the situation is that I’ve been fighting with a particularly sever bout of depression that got the best of me the last few months. It’s been awful and left you all in the dark and without any explanation for what’s been going on.
The longer version is that I’ve got chronic depression that tends to come in waves. Earlier in the year I was doing well, but began to slowly get worse through the year. I’ve been able to beat it back, but the worst caught me a few months ago. My slump left me in a bad place that had me making some bad choices that left me without a working computer or stable internet access. Adding to that was my own shame of not keeping contact with anyone or keeping tabs on my galleries, and that made my brain feel worse.
I’ve been working on it hard the last few weeks, trying to get back into working order. My computer has been fixed, so I’ve really been trying to work on my motivation and trying to claw myself out of the hole that keeps me from working >_>
I’m deeply, deeply sorry for not contacting/keeping up/answering messages on FA/EKA/Discord. That’s going to be my first step in cleaning up my act in the coming day/days.
Secondly, I’m going to be closing commissions until the few owed are finished and with their respective commissioners. It’s the least that can be done, I think.
Lastly, I’m going to apologize profusely to everyone, and thank everyone who has continued reading this far. I’m deeply ashamed of myself and this situation. I’m still battling some demons, so I cannot promise that I will be Perfect from now on, but I’m so deeply grateful to those who have been beyond patient with me.
Here is another link to the Google Drive list I have for commissions, so you can keep track of things as I get them done.
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet.....it?usp=sharing
Thank you again for reading through if you’re still here. I hope to make things up to all my followers, and that we can have a wonderful and productive end of the year!!!
Thank you so much for sticking around lovelies! Talk to you soon.
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