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*cries* fucking bitch.... V.V (also why i'm not posting)
16 years ago
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okay so taking inspiration from another artist is one thing, put modeling EVERYTHING you draw after what another artist is drawing is just depressing. Maybe not for the person copying, but for the artist being copied feels like shit after...
oh and here's a cheery fact, IT'S MY SISTER... yeah the one i have to share everything with except my underwear and pillows... (we tend to keep our clothes separate, but sometimes you need THAT shirt to complete your outfit). Her skill is better than mine, hands down, but a while ago i had a friend teaching me how to do anthro art, and THE NEXT DAY guess who's started drawing EVERYTHING anthro.... Before she did animal characters, or neko characters.... same here, but now that i've started doing the whole, animal with human likeness, SO DID SHE. Every time i do something that i get praised for, SHE starts it...
AND TODAY!!!!! i'm depressed so i'm doing my usual depressed thing and drawing moons with faces that are sad/ emo and yeah.... i got told they looked cool, and kinda freaky.... THEN Little miss natty just HAS to do something with a moon in it... and on top of that.... It's anthro.... "but it's a faceless moon so it's not exactly like yours" she says.... Like THAT makes it ALL better... Occasionally i'll use one of her ideas if it's the perfect touch on a character, but i ALWAYS TRY to ask first.... I'm not perfect. No one is... but she's been doing this for a month now and i've told her a few times to knock it off and will she... NO! She's like this every time i do ANYTHING that gets me attention on F.A, in class, hell in our house. HELLO BUDDING PHOTOGRAPHER FIRST! Nope, now natty has to be better than me. You know what, She's a writer, a song writer (with some help, rarely), a guitarist, a pianist, she gets better grades than i do, in class, (i'm better and the homework portion), she's skinnier than i am, and she's STILL a better artist. i work hard. meaning i'm a hard worker, i have better "Real life skills" Than she does, but so? That gives her the right to take away ANY amount of credit i could get as a good artist?
All i want is to be told good job by somebody i care about.
All it seems like she wants is me GONE.
I'm having a hard enough time with out her actions telling me she hates me....
oh and here's a cheery fact, IT'S MY SISTER... yeah the one i have to share everything with except my underwear and pillows... (we tend to keep our clothes separate, but sometimes you need THAT shirt to complete your outfit). Her skill is better than mine, hands down, but a while ago i had a friend teaching me how to do anthro art, and THE NEXT DAY guess who's started drawing EVERYTHING anthro.... Before she did animal characters, or neko characters.... same here, but now that i've started doing the whole, animal with human likeness, SO DID SHE. Every time i do something that i get praised for, SHE starts it...
AND TODAY!!!!! i'm depressed so i'm doing my usual depressed thing and drawing moons with faces that are sad/ emo and yeah.... i got told they looked cool, and kinda freaky.... THEN Little miss natty just HAS to do something with a moon in it... and on top of that.... It's anthro.... "but it's a faceless moon so it's not exactly like yours" she says.... Like THAT makes it ALL better... Occasionally i'll use one of her ideas if it's the perfect touch on a character, but i ALWAYS TRY to ask first.... I'm not perfect. No one is... but she's been doing this for a month now and i've told her a few times to knock it off and will she... NO! She's like this every time i do ANYTHING that gets me attention on F.A, in class, hell in our house. HELLO BUDDING PHOTOGRAPHER FIRST! Nope, now natty has to be better than me. You know what, She's a writer, a song writer (with some help, rarely), a guitarist, a pianist, she gets better grades than i do, in class, (i'm better and the homework portion), she's skinnier than i am, and she's STILL a better artist. i work hard. meaning i'm a hard worker, i have better "Real life skills" Than she does, but so? That gives her the right to take away ANY amount of credit i could get as a good artist?
All i want is to be told good job by somebody i care about.
All it seems like she wants is me GONE.
I'm having a hard enough time with out her actions telling me she hates me....
Some days you just wanna jump
So what she's better, so what she's copying you, she's just jealous because she can never be you and she knows it.
She's one of those people, who although they have talent, they don't have heart. And without heart, having talent means nothing. I love your work. Who cares if it's nothing fancy or amazing, how good it is is not what counts. Its because you put your heart and soul into it that gives it special meaning.
And so she's skinnier than you, who cares, you shouldn't compare yourself to someone else. You should care more about how you think you look, not with what you think others want you to look like.
Don't let her get you down, if you do, it means she's won. And no matter how talented she is, she can never be you, remember that.
Remember, if you need a friend, I'm always here.
... and even if she does, it's probably rotting and filled with worms.
After she posted, I was tempted not to say this, cause an issue or something, but that's my honest opinion.
And by the way, your weight isn't really that important unless it's becoming a genuine health issue.
Because if people are truly your friends, they'll accept you the way you are, regardless of your weight.
Stay strong, yo!
Good luck losing the weight, and if you get discouraged, remember that we're here to cheer and support you, yo ^.^
You're always dissing on me for copying you, for trying to be more like you. What's wrong with wanted to be better than I am? you're certainly better than me, no matter what the hell that fucked-up thing in your head tells you, and dont you dare try to argue otherwise.
People like you better. You're more fun, more random, more interesting, more colorful, more diverse, more EVERY-FUCKING-THING!!! You look at things in a different way than I do, and your way is the way I WISH I could see. You think the way that I always wanted to think. You and Felix both! Everywhere I go, everyone is better than me. Sorry I'm so fucked up because of it.
And Ecco-Fox is right. The only reason I ever do anything that has to do with you is because I HELLA wanna be you! Oooo, so I can draw a LITTLE better. only when I draw MY style. I can't draw the same way you can, or Kaylee can, or Hayley, or Veda. I can't draw your moons, or Hayley and Kaylee's Anime, or Veda's bunnies. So I drew a chick sitting on a crescent moon. I wasn't actually copying YOU in that one, I was thinking of the DreamWorks thing, you know, with the kid and the fishing pole? Sorry it's illegal for me to admire anything about you. Sorry I suck SO frickin bad. I'll just go die, since i've nothing better to do with my life. Swing by my grave sometime and tell me how GREAT you life is without me there to fuck everything up. Sorry I'm so bad.
I dont know if this will help
Im srry i dont know what to say