i dont want this anymore
6 years ago
General
i didnt pick to be born like this. I hate fearing everyone and everything, wondering endlessly if everyone is using me or hates me. I hate the endless panic when around people, the never ending self doubt that they actually care or just view me as a burden. Feeling inferior to everyone and knowing i serve no purpos among the people i call my friends or love. I dont want to play this game of life anymore, Im sick of feeling misserable, tired, hateful, sad 24/7. I want it all to end
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