Well I feel the need to get this out there. If only to help myself with processing it. I've kinda tried to write and rewrite this to get this out in a good way. I think just going through iterations helped. I suppose I'll go with straight forward to the point brevity. We had a power outage Halloween night and into yesterday. During that time grandpa found grandma on the floor of the bathroom unresponsive. She was rushed to the hospital and they rushed to my job to get me. She had a massive bleed at the base of the brain. She died late last night.

I went to work friday morning with a frustrating power outage due to the cold and by the end of the day I'd lost my grandmother. She was completely fine that morning. Worried about me going into work due to the storm the previous night. And now here I am. Grandpa didn't take it well but we had a lot of family with us last night and around today. He's better but It'll take time. I'm getting things sorted and making arrangements. Today was my first day without her and getting up in the morning and making breakfast felt weird. It's the little things.

But I count myself lucky that we had a whole lot of family around at the time. Her nieces, nephews, my grandfather's brothers and their families. We had a lot of them over today and calling through out the day. It'll suck for a while but we'll get through it. I've cried more than I have in quite a while but everyone's come out of the wood work for us. We'll make it through. I'll get through it.

Just wanted to get this one out there and vent a little and get my thoughts out. Thanks for reading.