So, luckily I don't have gall stones, so yay I get to keep my organs! Unfortunately, I won't be able to get into see a GI Specialist until the end of January. Until then I'm trying to adjust my diet and nutrition around the assumption that I either have IBS or an IBD (Like Crohn's or something). Pretty much my doctor decided to give me undue stress because he didn't like my lab results and wanted me to go to the ER for an emergency CT (At the time he thought my Gall Bladder was infected/about to rupture or something.) Luckily I'm in stable condition, the ER doc said it might be IBS or an IBD and that I'd need to go to a GI, so that is where that is.

I also didn't realize how depressed/stressed I was until I had a recent visit from my Waifu and it was like a flip switched while she was here. I feel frustrated because I thought I was doing good with my self-care, but I've been a bit overwhelmed. Because of this, I decided I'd go back and try therapy again, so hopefully talking to a professional I can get out of this funk I've been in.

I'm going to stop making promises I can't keep, and just say that I'm going to try and get better. I'm really hoping I can get out of this funk by the start of the new year. :) I want to get back to drawing and writing, it used to be my life, and now I feel empty. I have so many unfinished projects, but I can't bring myself to work on anything anymore. I don't know why I feel this way when things are finally going good in my life. (besides the tummy issues, but meh) it is frustrating, so I really hope I can get back to normal soon.