Hi.
If you have been missing me, I am having troubles with my health. Sorry that it might seem like I've abandoned you and this account. I'm sorry that I only told few people that I was going to be hospitalised. The thing is, I've been in a hospital to treat one disease, but here yesterday they found something else, a tumor which is not related to this hospital's specialty, so they let me out today and tell me to go to mammologist and oncologist. I really, really hope that there's nothing 'criminal' and that I won't waste a lot of time on this problem. After I deal with this, I'm going back to the current hospital to treat my RA, and until then I'll probably won't be able to get RA medications at all, and this will also affect my working capability. I have no idea when this vicious cycle will end.
I'll have few days outside until they put me somewhere else again so I will try to finish something of my commissions.
I'm sorry if this journal is kinda messy, I'm going through emotions about all this.