Hey guys sorry for this post I normally don’t vent here unless it’s through art. But I tried that and I can’t even draw right now. I was going to draw churro or honey crying because I got some news I wasn’t expecting to hear. And I literally can’t stop crying as I type this right now.

My grandma on my moms side of the family is dying. I just got the call the day after my birthday that she fell and broke her hip and she’s not doing to well.

And unfortunately I’m not allowed to see her due to family drama and as punishment I’ll never be able to say goodbye.

So I’m definitely not ok right now. For those who are trying to message me I’m not ignoring you I just need space.

I’m hurting so much right now. I lost my grandpa in 2017 and he died right in front me. And now I have to deal with this. Why can’t the pain stop. I just want it to end or somehow get better.

I can’t lose her as well. I’m too close to her. She taught us how to make homemade ice cream when we were little. And among other things.

Why does it have to be so hard?