Man i didn´t know you were recovering =o hope you feel better *bearhug*

Thanks, I dont want to be seen weak and sad, so until I recover my self, I rarely tell people about how I am uwu

dont worry, most people here always support you and love your style.
Nobody is totally perfect that can satisfy everyone.

Thanks for always supporting me as well~!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xEkIou3WFnM

Lol thanks :D

Don't worry, we got your back!

Thanks~

Hope you feel better and don't worry, we always support you *hugs* uwu

Maicih uwu

Doesn't sound edgy at all, my man.
You're dealing with a lot both internally and externally so of course your emotions are going to need to be ventilated.
I wish you all the success in your recovery and that you may eventually get to truly feel better.

Haha I was thinking it would be a bit edgy to say something like that :P
And thanks, I am getting better atm xD

im glad your venting so we can all give you support

Hehe thanks for your support~

hope that you are ok and gradually recovery in every sense as self estim is ver7 delicate and important issue

Yeah Im okay, and gradually recovering, in all manners :D

We'll always support you <3 hoping for a continuous steady recover ^^

Thank you~ Im recovering~

I actually had the weirdest thing with drawing fanart. I draw what I want to draw first, with whatever character I'm thinking of - usually it's some random wolf or tiger - but I won't finish it. Then I'll try to think of a character from anime or movies or TV people might want to see in that drawing, since the pose and expression are done already, just have to draw over with that character. Then finish it like normal. Now it's fanart! Plus, if you have people who like your characters, you could finish the original version of the picture too, that might be good for patreon content.

I hope you can find more enjoyment in drawing again, and I'm glad that you're still posting, even if you don't have many drawings or upload all the time.

Yeah Im trying to find a bit of enjoyment like I always do before. xD
Thanks for the tips, Im trying to think like that :D

I'm always here, wishing you the best. Keep your chin up.

Thanks for the support :D

I lovee what you are doing. I'd be very curious to see what kind of fanart you would provide as well.

Wish you the best ! <3

Hehe hope my fanart is good as others~ :D
Thanks~

Unfortunately, I am not in a favorable economic situation, otherwise I would support you with some dollars, although if I wish you a quick recovery and much success, since what you do is great.

Lol no worries, it was before and I told only few ppl that often chat with me xD
But thanks~

*muzclehug* :c

Yey~

Oh no shark. :(

Well, for what it's worth, you know I think you're amazing. You're incredibly skilled and I really don't think it matters whether you "can or can't" draw fanart or not. Drawing fanart is often drawing something with someone else's style and you've got your own. I've said myself a million times that your style is amazing and I think your legion of fans is also good evidence that we love what you're doing. In fact, I see many, MANY artists drawing fanart and other people's characters (because those have a million references of them) but struggling to design their own characters. Your personal characters are amazing! That and, as I've told you many years ago already, you've always been an artist that stood out to me not only because of the amazing art, but also because of the myriad of super creative ideas behind them with those stories of yours. <3

And as for the rest... I'm sorry to hear that. :( Depression and mood are big mean monsters, but all I can say that I'm here for you as a friend, we're here for you as a community and, no matter how much it sometimes looks like it won't, things WILL get better!

*hugs*!

uwu Im a bit okay now, not so bad as before so no worries lul.
Thank you for your supports, it was fun when we discuss stories as well, making me get plenty of inspirations~

And yeah, it'll be better, I can see it now :D

A bit ranting or venting is never wrong, so you can get your thoughts out of your system. So don't hestitate to share that here, your fans and friends will understand and feel with you.

In terms of fanart you said you make slow progress, but slow progress is better than no progress. You need to keep trying. Your original characters look amazing, you have a lot of creativity and the way you draw them is unique. I think it's just more difficult for you, because you can't let your creativity free reign, you have to follow the design of a specific character and that is sometimes more difficult than creating one yourself. But you already do it with commissions, you can see the fanart character you draw as the OC of another person, it's basically the same. And if you can do it in commissions (like you proved enough), you can also do it with fanart.

Don't pressure yourself to offer that in your Patreon, take it slow and only offer it when you feel comfortable with. There is no need to rush that, keep up experimenting and improving first. I am sure you are already on a great level with your fanart. Maybe you could share a test artwork and see people's reactions. Then you can judge if you are ready for fanart on Patreon or if you should keep improving. In the end it's still your decision what you offer at Patreon, nobody else's.

When this voice o doubt comes up again, try to distract yourself from it and to shut ip up in your mind. Imagine this voice as nuisance that you just tie up and gag like a hot guy and then keep working. Sometimes you are the most powerful source of self-esteem for yourself than anybody else.

I know it's easy said, but just don't give up and keep working. You are an excellent artist. The one artwork I got from you a long time ago still becomes regularly favs and that really says a lot. You make a lot of people happy, believe in yourself, since so many people here do as well.
In the worst case, some professional help from a doctor can be good too, there is no shame in that. It's better than having suicidal thoughts and it can help to overcome that. We care for you, you deserve only the best and you have a gift, never forget that.

Thank you very much for your consideration and Im glad that old commission still looks good for you xD

I remember at that time I was still very enjoying drawing, and I sought to go back to those time and give my best to every art I create. I hope I'll be back soon and give everything I can :D

Thanks again, Im really glad you still like the commission xD

I really love the picture I got from you and the attention for it is still high.

These times can come back, I am sure about that. Don't pressure yourself and draw something personal once in a while too. That can help to keep up your motivation. I definitely wish you the best.

Thanks, I'll try my best as well~