K so like...
my mom died.

My families & peers have taken some heavy blows this year & it made me think...
I should really check in more with the people I care about.
(even if it's been a while)

I'm gonna need some time to grieve. I am aware the Rick & Morty angle is kind'a derivative & so is the pink bimbo angle, but it provides a foundation I can work with, I haven't really seen the two combined.

Polybius Rik is a fun character that's simple to draw & a format that is flexible.

I've been drawing pretty regularly these past few weeks. I know started on project over a year ago, but I was doubting myself. I'm feeling way more confident in my work though.
For right now most of it is getting posted in scraps, but IT IS coming together.

My mother's passing hit kinna hard, but she is the kinna person who would keep calm & carry on.

So I think the best way to honor her would be to follow suite in that regard & just be the best what ever I am that can be... and that... would be a bimbo.

I'm a bimbo... I can accept that now...

I fought it for many years, tried to hide it, tried to keep it a secret, & acted like there was some other thing, some other higher purpose, something else I'd rather be or do. But being honest with myself there really isn't...

I'm a bimbo...

My mother wanted me to be a priest or some kind of clergy or something.
While I do have some strongly felt spiritual beliefs there is just no way that's ever gonna happen.
My mother was very much opposed to gratuitous over the top sexuality & anything pornographic in nature.

I don't think she'd be particularly happy with me pursuing the life of a pink Futanari bimbo,
but ... as much as I love my mother... I gotta live my own life.

She was a great mom. God rest her soul.